Welcome to my mind.

Claw your way from the dark into the light.

Birthday today
Smiling Mids
midomi
I am 27 years old today.

Hello LJ
Smiling Mids
midomi
I really need to start keeping this thing up to date at some point. My last post was about the vacation to Oklahoma... The visit went really well, and John got to meet a couple of my aunts and uncles who instantly liked him. Also had to try and keep the dogs from running around on him since he is allergic to fur. Funny thing of this was that it rained when we landed in Ok, and rained when we left.

Vacation and a trip.
Tired Mids
midomi
Got my vacation this week so John and I could visit my family and friends back in Ok where we currently are in now. Got rained on pretty hard but aside from getting drenched we got here safely.

Not much..
Me
midomi
Still alive. Aside from crap happening at work that makes me miss the walmart back in Oklahoma I am still content and happy with John. Also still trying to get doctor/hospital bills paid off for the operation I had first week of the new year.

I was bored while surfing LJ and found this.
Smiling Mids
midomi
Cross out the things that you have done.

1. Had A Threesome
2. Been drunk.
3. Touched a real gun.
4. Done drugs
5. Wrote on a bathroom stall.
6. Took “naughty” pictures of myself.
7. Had sex
8. Got into a fist fight.
9. Used Twitter.
10. Listened to Lady Gaga.
11. Been in a car accident.
12. Gotten suspended.
13. Gotten expelled.
14. Got a computer virus.
15. Had a hand-written diary.
16. Been allergic to something.
17. Had a dog.
18. Had a cat.

19. Been pregnant
20. Had a pregnancy scare.
21. Had unprotected sex.
22. Camped out.
23. Swam in the ocean.
24. Wore a bikini.
25. Met someone online in person.
26. Made a survey.
27. Used ICQ.
28. Failed a class for the year.
29. Repeated a grade.
30. Went to summer school.
31. Got straight As
32. Got As and Bs
33. Learned to speak another language fluently.
34. Read an entire book.
35. Recorded my own music.
36. Had an Xbox.
37. Listened to Rammstein.
38. Wore fishnets.
39. Bought skinny jeans.
40. Been in love. [And I still am.]
41. Hated someone.
42. Been cheated on.
43. Cheated on someone.
44. Had a significant other. (he doesn't know yet.)
45. Did something sexual with someone of the same sex.
46. Practiced Christianity.
47. Worn makeup.
48. Had a cavity.
49. Had surgery.
50. Had my license.
51. Been to college.
52. Graduated high school.
53. Attempted suicide.
54. Worn colored contacts.
55. Painted my nails black.
56. Broken someone’s heart.
57. Had my heart broken.
58. Cried for a hour straight.
59. Lost something very valuable.

60. Had sex in a car.
61. Got separated from my parents as a kid.
62. Broken a bone.
63. Gotten stung by a bee.
64. Eaten something bad/expired.
65. Threw up from being so drunk.

66. Had to put a pet to sleep.
67. Participated in a swinger’s party.
68. Owned an iPod.
69. Owned an iPhone.
70. Fell for a best friend.
71. Stole a friend’s significant other.
72. Had a serious disease.
73. Gone away from home for more than a week.
74. Moved out.
75. Ran away.
76. Teased my brother/sister.
77. Gotten into a verbal fight.
78. Been to the hospital.
79. Had food poisoning.
80. Had a job.

81. Been fired.
82. Lied to a friend.
83. Lied to a family member.
84. Lied to a significant other.
85. Posted a video on YouTube.
86. Started a rumour about someone.
87. Deliberately failed a test.
88. Dropped out of school.
89. Gotten my “private parts” pierced.
90. Been skinny dipping.
91. Counted to a million.
92. Counted to a thousand.
93. Ate deer meat.
94. Ate duck meat.
95. Had fast food.
96. Been to church.
97. Been to a synagogue.
98. Been married.
99. Had a divorce

Supercenter! For great justice!
Smiling Mids
midomi
The little wal-mart I work at now is gonna become a super one at some point, and starting tomorrow I am going to be working 3:30 in the afternoon to 12:30. They are going to have these hours for when we close at midnight instead of 10 because they are going to be somehow building onto the right side of the store where there will be empty space and adding grocery and produce, as well as a butchers and fish area. Probably also gonna gradually go to being open 24/7. don't know yet though.

Snow
Smiling Mids
midomi
I have seen more snow here than I have in Oklahoma. I will be happy when it melts, and spring comes.

"Where have you been?"
Smiling Mids
midomi
Got this a couple times yesterday.

Before I got on a register Ellen (a cashier I talk to alot and am friends with) and I did the returns before we were placed on the register, and one of the older CSM's who hadn't seen much of me asked why I had been out for so long. When I told her she commented on how she thought I was to young for that to happen to me, she then commented on how she thought I had been pregnant and thought I was in the hospital having a kid... People really need to learn to tell who is just fat and who is pregnant.

Also two other cashiers asked me where I had been when they got the chance since I don't talk to them frequently. A mix of curious with them used to seeing me all the time.

Work
Smiling Mids
midomi
Called in sick today cause I was feeling nauseous today so I make this post. Started work again on Monday but since I don't have a schedule for this week and the next I have to override with a manger. Anyway. Monday I wasn't sure how to so one of the other cashiers who I have started to talk to just told me to go up to the podium. Told the manager and the woman there who did the scheduling but they stood there like they were clueless, and when another cashier came up she asked what was going on, told her so she told me to go to the store manager who wasn't to far away.

When I started over to him they started shouting for me to come back, and when I stood by the schedule-lady she was muttering under her breath about not wanting anyone to go to Greg. Then since she and the manager didn't hear me I had to repeat that I needed an override so manager guy went to do the override. Also got a hug from one of the older cashiers who I started talking to my first month there who had told me she was upset when she found out I was in the hospital not to far from where she lived.

At lunch time when I went to the little subway in the wal-mart to have something to eat, one of the guys who was used to seeing me a lot actually asked if I had quit. Just told him I was out awhile because I was getting one of my organs taken out.

Tuesday thankfully wasn't so full of stupid with the beginning of the day.

Attempt to get back to LJ.
Me
midomi
Should really keep my LJ updated...

Update with a few things.

Healing up nicely. No longer sore unless when sitting and trying to bend down to tie my shoes...Aside from that after my post about my hospital stay and return from it, a couple of days later I landed right back in the hospital because the stent they had placed in the common bile duct (might be saying this wrong) had fallen out, plus a leftover stone was pressing against it. Got a new one put in and ended up in the hospital again for awhile because they were worried about the quick heartbeat I was having and the low oxygen I seemed to have. My guess was aside from having me hop up to get on a stretcher to run five or six different tests on me, was probably because they made me stay in bed unless I had to go to the bathroom. I was happy to get out of there again.

Eventually on the 22nd I went into work but still felt a bit winded because I hadn't been moving around enough thanks to the second hospital stay, so had them place me on a slow register. This register was near the self checkout where another cashier was, and having told her why I was out from work for so long during lunch told me to basicly be careful, not lift anything heavy and to try not to kill myself... I had actually lifted something heavy early in the morning but used the register as leverage. Also found out this same day that I needed a doctors note from the lady in personnel when she came to see how I was doing.

She also suggested that I grab the weekend for rest since I wasn't scheduled. This I did then Tuesday after seeing about my schedule on monday, being told again that I need my doctors note to be scheduled (and to cover their asses) I got the note and took it in. I officially go back to work tomorrow. Yay for that I guess. Though when I called to find out my schedule the woman who does the scheduling sounded so put off when I was trying to find out the day I came in.

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On a more happier topic. John has been supporting me through all this and making me a very happy woman. This makes me happy as hell that we found each other, and he tells me everyday that I make him happy and that he is lucky because I am with him. I feel lucky that I found the most wonderful man. <3

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